Fight with HQ

9 years ago I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. At first it didn't seem to bother me, sure it was scary, but I ran the world! Having 2 daughters and working 2 jobs.. how hard could it be to have MS? Fast forward to now...2 years ago I gave birth to my amazing son and didn't think life could get and better! Then,...MS happened a relapse that was earth shaking, I spent the following days in the hospital fighting for everything only to take 2 steps forward and be thrown back 5. I couldn't even physically hold my newborn i didn't trust myself...I couldn't, my body had turned against itself.. again. Despite that doctor's agreed different medicine was the answer, we tried to no avail my body has rejected yet another medication I have more now damage then when I started. 3 weeks ago I relapsed again i can't lift my now toddler aged son, I can't see out of 70 percent of my right eye due to optic neuritis, I have a new lesion in my spinal cord, numbness in different places, my balance is terrible, memory loss and confusion and to make matters all the better 3 days ago I tripped over my playful toddler and fell due to the balance issues and broke my wrist... awesome right? .. just another day for me always something new and different. I've always wanted people to understand what MS is and what it causes people to go through there's allot of us out there I'm just 1 person. Every time I relapse I stand to lose something, a small piece of myself and you know what all these years later my outlook is allot different then it once was, my family still supports me relentlessly and I have the most amazing friends on the planet... always at the ready so I've created some t shirts that remind me that we are all in this together!